For my dear future

I don’t use a compass to know where I come from, …
I don’t give direction by pointing, so the day she will ask where I come from…
I will simply say “I come from somewhere best we can stay for a lifetime.”

Love is when you find home,
When am away from home,
am very watchful on how I look,
just incase I meet my destiny,
I love casual and am smart like that but if I meet her and she suits me ,
am sure we will still be smart together.

The last time I wanted to trust a girl,
Is when she complimented on me..she said “you have a nice watch”
Then I was thinking, maybe I can still have a nice time with her,
Maybe it is not only about the watch…you know
Then when together,
I will look into her pretty eyes,
Hoping I will see myself in her,
That will be home enough to stay…
I will ask her if she likes memorising verses, something I know she likes coz I always see her in the CU choir….
If she likes,
I would ask if she knows…
Genesis 2.24, a verse about a man leaving his father and his mother and holding fast to his wife, and them becoming one flesh…
If she accepts my proposal…I won’t work for 14 years…no…I will work hard to see the marriage last for 14, 27, 50 ,100 till death do as part…
And before our firstborn comes,
We will come up with a curriculum…
To teach him or her the ways of christ…so that he or she does not depart from them…



Days of favourite numbers, 14, 22, 11, 8807, 2012, 2005, and now I have to say goodbye to good days and welcome ones that will make me great. I tell 7year olds I have no name, anyway what is a name when you have a brand.Then I tell myself I could not have called myself ‘young’ knowing I will still age, No no, forever young will always be part of me,
It is good to have a past that made you strong, taught you to accept what you are and especially what you can never change. Yesterday was good, like I have never seen myself change like that, I have seen myself become what I have always wanted; reason I can celebrate today…
This year was a clock, I was there when memories painted themselves on the wall of my mind, I watched things change the same way…the hour and minute hand changes, I touched good times, I watched good things walk away and still watched better things sneak into my life as if it was the right time to do so….I met new people and I found better sides of life like caring and loving….
It is true you can’t get all you want but it is ok if you get what is suitable.
I have seen myself reveal more, create more and win more…..also, I have more friends and that means I have more promises to keep, you know!!! …End of a good year and now I only remain with optimism for next day coz we can never tell what future holds. Hope we become wise when a plus is on our age!
I pray for more years of WHAT I BECAME!


We don’t meet and know how to treat each other, we do bad things, definetely we will always want to push each other away, we have so many questions and even though, they are answers to what we need, we can’t just tell how right ,we afraid to lose what we already have by introducing a new angle in our circle, we love them but we still test, what we already know, like what piece of material they are made…and when we know they got like 22 personalities in their existence…it becomes confusing, we can nolonger understand a move for next, whether they are our sunrise to meet in the east or our sunset to say bye…but their is no genuine reason to do so, it becomes a fight with our conscience; in this fight we are not safe…who wins when you fight yourself and who loses knowing she can still win by accepting defeat….

She is a star

It is her smile that attracted me to her,

And she left me thinking,

What is the reply of a smile?

Probably I thought it is smiling back, but

She proved me wrong,

She told me it is falling in love,

Hers was something bright,

And it like shined on my dark times,

She was not just there for company,

She was a mind reader,

And she was sure of me being a loner

Who needs her as my future,

She made a child out of me,

We could fly kites and get lost in ourselves,

She wanted us to grow wings like in movies

And go for a date in the clouds,

Like we are never touching the ground,

A jet passing was her favorite moment,

She had a strong voice that came from thunder,

Her power was sourced from lightening,

Then she liked during the night,

When the sky was full of stars,

She watched the full moon for hours,

She preferred being out in the cold,
Then she could point at a twinkling star, and

It seemed as if it could whisper to her,

She had this stories about the sky being the limit,

She talked about one day going back home,

And wanting me to go with her,

Every day, I got lost and addicted to her mystery

I was never getting her till I realized she dropped from the sky,

So she is a star and she is willing to use her glow on me.